Monday, February 1, 2010

5 Years and counting....


Wednesday, February 3rd will be the 5 year anniversary of the day that I was diagnosed with cancer.

On that day I felt:

Frightened
Angry
Defeated
Exhausted
Shocked
Sorrowful
Depressed
Fearful
and
MORTAL


Now, 5 years later I feel:

Hopeful
Full of Love
Fortunate
Powerful
Relief
Lucky
and
STRONG

Even though there are still days where I feel the feelings at the top, I realize that they are few and far between. The feelings that are on the bottom are what I feel everyday of my life.

I have a new found respect for life and for who ultimately gave it to us, our Heavenly Father.
I also have much love and devotion to the person who gave his life for us.
Our Savior, Jesus Christ.
Without them I would not be here.

I am eternally grateful to all of my family and friend for all that they have done for me in the hardest 5 years of my life.

I love you ALL with all of my heart.

20 comments:

Morgan said...

Have I ever told you how amazing you are? Because you are. I'm grateful for your testimony and your great attitude. You are such a great example to me. Thank you.

Johnsons Away said...

Thank you so much, you are an amazing woman. I am so greatful you are my sister, my life is better because I know and love you. Your testimony is beautiful and so strong, thank you for being such an example and for being so strong. I love you and miss you.

Karrasch Clique said...

Meg...you are the stongest person I know. I can't imagine the things you have been through! I love you! I hope things will get better for you!

Jen Johnson said...

You are an amazing girl. I love you. I love hearing you testimony. I love having you as my sister!

Kat said...

Came across your blog while browsing... But wow! And congratz. :)

Anonymous said...

I know how it is, never give up. Things will be better for you.
All the best from Portugal.

Jessica said...

I know this is random, but I came across your blog and was literally brought to tears. I don't know you, but I'm so happy for you. I just felt like I needed to tell you that.

God Bless You!

Lisa said...

I love your positive outlook and am greatful the world has people like you in it.

Emeila said...

You are an inspiration to me to keep fighting. Thank you, I have a mental illness. God Bless you

Danielle said...

Wow! You are such an inspirational woman. I feel so fortunate to have come across your blog.

Jenni Renee said...

I know that you dont know me and that I found your blog by random fate but I want you to know that you are incredible. I am in my 3rd year fighing a rare form of bone cancer and I am really starting to loose my focus. Any suggestions on picking it back up?

I have a dream said...

courageous woman! love jesus!! be positive is the better medicine!!

Anonymous said...

You are an inspiration to all... positive outlook, the strength to face what you must through this spring and above all the overwhelming love you show for your family. I feel that I have met a wonderful young woman just by reading your story. Thank you for sharing it with us.

simplyconfusing said...

You know its amazing how I came across your blog on a day like this, reminding me that I have so much to be thankful for because people like you make life so beautiful and worthwhile when they teach us all the things we forget to appreciate. You seem like a very strong and wonderful woman, and the world is beautiful just because you are in it. Lots of love from Florida. Hope you feel better.

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where the wind blows. said...

So encouraging! I came across your blog and this post was what I needed! I just lost my uncle from cancer and now my aunt has it! Thank you for the encouragement!

Jenelia said...

Really you are amazing girl.........

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عاشق ترابك يامصر said...

you are more beautiful
you are a good woman not because we say that but because it is the truth

you know i don't know you
it was a chance that i see your blog

thank you

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