Handsome Little Man

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I love my boys!

My wonderful boys spoiled me for Valentine's Day.

I came home to two beautiful bouquets of flowers. Gorgeous rainbow roses from my amazing hubby and a beautiful arrangement of pink flowers called hyacinthus orientalis from the cutest little boy in the world, Brayden.

I thought they were too pretty not to share!

5 Years and counting....

Wednesday, February 3rd will be the 5 year anniversary of the day that I was diagnosed with cancer.

On that day I felt:

Frightened

Angry

Defeated

Exhausted

Shocked

Sorrowful

Depressed

Fearful

and

MORTAL

Now, 5 years later I feel:

Hopeful

Full of Love

Fortunate

Powerful

Relief

Lucky

and

STRONG

Even though there are still days where I feel the feelings at the top, I realize that they are few and far between. The feelings that are on the bottom are what I feel everyday of my life.

I have a new found respect for life and for who ultimately gave it to us, our Heavenly Father.

I also have much love and devotion to the person who gave his life for us.

Our Savior, Jesus Christ.

Without them I would not be here.

I am eternally grateful to all of my family and friend for all that they have done for me in the hardest 5 years of my life.

I love you ALL with all of my heart.